A couple of years back, I discovered that I was becoming attracted towards my mother-in-law. I did not think of it that much back then. But my attraction gradually turned into infatuation, and then into a seriously sick s***** obsession. The mere thought of her turned me on and I craved for her body constantly. I still cannot get it how I got into this mess, and how could her frail and delicately built 57y/o body could light up my fire so easily. I never cheated on my wife and never thought of anyone else like this in my entire life.

I confess that I started with touching her body while she slept at night. My lust grew. I dared further into the forbidden, and one night she found me frantically fumbling with the buttons of her blouse. I wasn’t aware that she was wide awake already and proceeded to do what I was doing until I received a sharp slap on my face just as my wet tongue touched her bare skin. That was that. She left our house the next morning without saying a word.

Last November 2017, she came to visit us again, which I was expecting she never would. The next morning when my wife left early for her work, my mother-in-law approached me, taking me by complete surprise. She was bold and direct. We tore our cloths apart like I don’t know what. We made love.

I am still in a complex physical relationship with my mother-in-law. We sometimes meet secretly. We have s** almost every week now. I desperately want to draw an end to this terrible thing. I want my usual life back. Please give me suggestions on what should I do. Please.