It’s been 4 years… in December 2011, I had started the most meaningful relationship I’d ever started in my life. 2 years and 2 months later, it would come to an end. I have had a very unhealthy p********** addiction since I was young enough to have an internet connection, and when I finally got to high school, it got to the point where if I could get it from anyone or anywhere I would take it. My girlfriend at the time saw an exchange of messages in which I received nudes from a friend and instead of doing the right thing and telling them to stop with those messages, I asked for more, like a dumbass. It’s been 4 years since we’ve broken up, and we’ve both entered new relationships and I’m pretty sure she’s about to get engaged in 2 months. I haven’t stopped thinking about her at all and the good times with her. I wish I could apologize and do something to be happy with her again but as One Republic said many times, ” It’s too late to apologize.”
