Back when I was 16, I met the man of my dreams… he was handsome, smart and very clever. But there was a problem, he was 28. So, we kept our relationship a secret. We were together for three years and I thought it couldn’t get any better than this.. Well, until the day he told me about his wife and daughter. I can’t even begin to tell you how horrible and horrified I was, every fiber in my being wanted to cry out. I had loved this man, he was my Sweetness. But he was never mine to begin with. It’s been almost a year and a half since that dark day and I am now 20.. But it still haunts me and the shame still lingers. I am now in another relationship and we are happy together. He loves me and treats me right, however, my heart breaks for my ex’s wife and child. I give would almost anything to take it back or at the very least, I wish I was ignorant. But I’m not. I know the truth. And I know what I have done. All I can say is that I’m sorry. I am so, so sorry. I swear, I never meant for anyone to get hurt. I truly did love him.
