I had complications with my relationship, I was unhappy but felt trapped with no way to end it. Depressed, I clung onto a person I met online, we bonded and soon began to date each other online, lying to both sides. Deep down I knew it was wrong of me to do it. My online relationship was full of drama, I had many opportunities to walk away from it and not to hurt him with the truth and a breakup instead but that fateful day has come that he found out about my life and has completely disappeared and I can’t bring myself to tell my boyfriend about it. I messed up and emotionally scarred another human being and I feel so f-ing terrible, lowest of the low but my selfish self can’t tell my boyfriend because I will hurt another human being and I can’t bring myself to do it. To the boy I hurt, I am so sorry. I did have feelings for you but I should have stopped being a wuss because either way if I did it the moral way, someone would be getting hurt. I am such a terrible person and I honestly feel like dying but that would be the easy way out.