I get off from racial slurs in a bedroom situation.

In the real world, I don’t consider myself a racist, would never use such language, or condone it. But as a middle age white man, mixing of races was frowned upon. So it was an exotic thing to have a black in bed. The first time I discovered my interest in such things, I was getting sucked off by a random Craigslist hookup, and said how hot my white c*** looked next to that black face. The response? “You like getting sucked by a n*****?” It was said with a smile, and it really turned me on. And I realized I wanted to talk like that, too, it was a feeling of power. I asked for, and got, permission to say it, and I was hooked.

Over the years, I have found some folks aren’t good with it, some are okay with it, and some enjoy it. My favorite was a young black girl who was an e*****, and she was okay with me calling her a n*****, and she would talk to me, too. She let me film her a couple times, and I can still get off watching her s*** my c***, calling me “master” and say things like, “You like your little n***** s*** sucking your c***?”

Oh, yes, I do.