I always used to have a very strong view on cheating: that it is wrong, full stop. At the start of the year, I began a new job. My boss is basically my ideal type of guy and not long after I started working there, I began fantasizing things with my boss. Recently, we started fooling around, and this has lead me to cheat on my partner. The guilt at the beginning of this all was very consuming, but it’s starting to soften. My boss and I plan to eventually sleep together, too. I want to fool around with him for as long as I can. I have also been wanting to break up with my partner and not because I don’t like them or they don’t make me happy, it’s purely because I cheated on them, and they do not deserve that. I will never tell them, I will never give any indication. I plan to give my partner the impression the relationship isn’t going anywhere and that it will eventually fail, and then end things. My boss also has a partner and is a serial cheater. In the end, I became something I never wanted to be.