Ok for starters I’m not lesbian but, when I go to my best friends house on the weekends we sleep on the same, we change in front of each other, and we sleep naked together (I know sounds weird) but we do that by ourselves anyway so we don’t mind it because she has a pretty big bed but one day she told me to hug her while she fell asleep (kinda like spooning ig, I was the big spoon) so I did nothing weird until she started moving her b*** around a little (mind you that’s how she lost her virginity a couple months back) but anyways I got really h**** and I feel real bad because she was sleeping while she was doing that and I was full on h****** her and I came. She asks for me to hug her every now and then and it just feels so good I can’t stop and one more thing I masturabate next to her to the point where I’m almost screaming (while she’s sleep) and I like to hug her and try to grab a feel on her b**** I feel so bad. She also wanted me to buy her a d**** for her birthday and I did and I just bought a mini camera ( like super small like the size of a bug) and I just left today but I hid it in her room near her bed and I saw her masturabating and I kept the video and I keep playing it because she’s a squirter. I’m a horrible person but I can’t stop my urges.