I slept with my stepsister when I was 15. I had s** with my niece, who is the same age as me, when I was 16. I have been unfaithful to my wife. I feel trapped by my wife and kids, and often fantasize about running away. I am a horrible person, but because of the things I do for people everyone considers me a good guy. I’ve lost faith in humanity, and feel no empathy for the mass murders or tradedies that the news broadcasts. I hate people, but I hate myself more than anyone.