I’m in a relationship that was first emotionally and verbally abusive now teetering towards physical as well. It’s distracting me from finishing college and at this point I don’t want to do anything anymore; not finish college, do anything to improve my life. I used to love myself more than this and have this ridiculous tendency to get into emotionally draining relationships that break me down bit by bit. He’s an alcoholic and always has to be right so no matter what I do I’m always f****** up…if I talked to him while he was being drunk and mean it’s my fault, so I walk away and it’s my fault for being the a****** and walking away. I walk on eggshells constantly but seriously can’t devote the mental capacity to break it off without completely f****** up this semester.