when I was 10 years old or maybe younger I let my younger brother s*** my b***. At the time I didn’t think anything s***** of it but now that I’m older I feel so guilty and disgusted in myself that I’d do that I would never ever hurt him and I wish I could go back to cop on my younger brother means the world to me all I have ever wanted was to protects him. I’m worried that I hurt him and scarred him. I had a horrible childhood before that and I wasn’t mentally ok in my head. I just need someone to tell me if I did hurt him or not.