I once had to help a girl. She had the problem, that she could not feelany emotion anymore. No hunger, no pain, no happienes, no sadness. So she told me to send her the saddest music I knew. As the music didnt help, I thought about the most extreme thing she could do to start feeling again. So i told her to send me a n*** pic of herself. At first she didnt want to, but after a few hours of talking her into it she did it and was overcome with embarssment. It helped her feeling again. I promised her that didnt look at the picture and deleted it imediatley, but I didnt. Until today I kept the Photograph of her and pleasured myslef with it.