I’m a South African guy, bragging I guess.

This is about being the other man and another Christmas alone.

When I first met Daleen she was in first year at the University of Pretoria. She is drop dead gorgeous, a real siren but comes across as reserved in a group. I wasn’t part of her clique but soon picked up she had a serious boyfriend. I thought about her a lot but maintained being the cool older student (yeah right lol). During one of the res parties I got to talking to her, we somehow ended up alone outside the res and everything changed, like seeing her literally melted into relaxation and got closer to me. We kissed briefly but she was very worried so I took her to my car. Somehow she maintained her doe-eyed innocent look even as I got her breasts out and stroked her wet c***. I tried to get her to s*** but she begged me to take her somewhere else. 15 minutes later we were in my flat my c*** in that pretty mouth then quickly stripped and took her. Her body was amazing. That was our start. We were direct with each other – She loved her guy but just needed something non-love (my term based on how I got to know her). The amazing thing is we lasted almost 12 years. We even worked together till last year. She says she wants to focus on him and now wants a family, but I’m not sure. She has always managed to come across as the vulnerable one looking for comfort, who after a few fucks sated her urge and simply loses interest? If I lost interest (pretended to) she would weave her spell again. I suspect I am not the only one, but for some reason I wasn’t just a fling, or maybe I am the recurring fling?. I’m the one she can get back anytime? Did I fall in love? In many ways yes, not in the hope of being with her permanently but always looking forward to being trapped in her precociousness, afternoon sessions then going back to work. Her s*** outfits and amazing legs. She’s married 3 years now but I think he might only know one side of her. Last month I was great, now she’s making good wife with him. In 2018 I’ll be needed again

Is it over? Probably if she sees this