I felt my boyfriend being distant with me because of personal stresses in his life and made the worst decision to lie and say a guy in school grabbed my a** to,I don’t know, get his attention or see if he still cares for me? Long story short he flipped the f*** out, called the school, screamed at my councilor and I had to go up and tell her that it was a misunderstanding and that autocorrect had put “she” in my phone instead of “i” and that I was sorry. So I lied to her as well basically. Then told my mother the same story as my councilor. To calm my boyfriend down I also told him that the guy had gotten suspended which seemed to clear everything up but now I’m laying in bed at 6 in the morning with a deep feeling in my chest of regret and guilt. I’ve never lied or been so disitful in my life. I don’t see any good coming from telling anyone the truth therefore am going to try and accept what happened, know and learn to NEVER do such a thing again and grow from it. I know it was extremely wrong and am ashamed. I came to this site because…. it’s pretty fucked up and I feel no one in my life, such as friends, would understand. Also that’s not who I am and I don’t know what came over me, I wouldn’t want them to hold it against me. It was a genuine, awful mistake. For those reading this please know this is not who I am nor want to be. This is literally the last time I will ever tell such a lie in my life. Guilt is such an awful awful feeling. I didn’t expect the lie to go so far to the point I’d lie to 3 seperate people, all who are very kind to me.