I was drunk last night and was feeling lonely for quite sometime. I am in a long distance relationship and love my girlfriend. I dont want to to cheat on her or anything that might hurt her. Last night i was drinking with my office colleagues and after that I went alone in a brothel but there my mind snapped and for heavy drinking and other things I couldn’t do it and came out after some time. Since then m feeling terrible about myself. How could I do such a thing.