Im just a simple girl , I have a boyfriend , great friends , great parents . Its just that … Im not straight , and Ive been together with my so called boyfriend for almost 1 year now and I feel bad as Ive been lying to his face all this time . He is not a cover up , he is just a guy who’s heart I dare not break . We dont even live in the same country , its more of like a long distance relationship and I honestly dont know what to do . My friends and my siblings and my mom all know Im bisexual , tho in reality im a full on lesbian . And I just cant bring myself to break up with him . I dont know how , but he fell in love with my texts and Im just conflicted . Confused . Scared shitless . I cant break up with him . And every time i see a girl , that catches my eye , id straight on flirt , forgetting about my boyfriend’s existence and I just feel guilty . Guilty for cheating on him , with my feelings .