I had a bf. I've stopped loving him since many things happened to us. We always fought, argued, misunderstood each other. He did something unforgiven. But

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I had a bf. I’ve stopped loving him since many things happened to us. We always fought, argued, misunderstood each other. He did something unforgiven. But then i fell in love with someone while i was still in a relationship with him. Worse, this new guy has a gf. But he likes me too. I broke up with my ex cuz i think it’s better that way. But the new guy is giving me hopes. But he has a gf. I think im very selfish of hoping something from this new guy. Oh and things happened between me and him. It’s a sin. I regret. But i hate to admit somehow i like it. I hate this part of me. Love makes me blind. Ive become stupid. And now ive decided to not contact this new guy ever again even tho he keeps texting me. Sigh im so weak. It’s omay if he doesn’t have a gf but he has and they have been tgther for 6 years. Plus, their families are very close like they will get married one day for sure. But I dont undertsand how he could confess to me that he likes me and we did those stuff. When i blocked him, he was so sad. He cried. I don’t understand.

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