I stay with my husband because he is a great guy. He is a great father to our children, works hard, always thinks of me, and is very loving. I can't seem

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I stay with my husband because he is a great guy. He is a great father to our children, works hard, always thinks of me, and is very loving. I can’t seem to get myself to want to be intimate with him. I have zero desire to kiss, fool around, anything like that….so I drug myself. I take a sleeping pill so I don’t remember or other drugs that I can get my hands on. That way he feels loved physically and I get to keep my comfortable lie.

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I regularly think about hurting myself. I used to sh years ago but I’m 2 years clean now. But when it gets late at night or when I’m alone, I think of bashing my head into the floor, or taking as many pills as I can. I might think of dying sometimes but most of the time I think of the pain that might come with these things. Like how I might internally bleed or choke on my own vomit. I don’t feel normal. Not when I have these thoughts almost nightly.

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