Its killing me. Gulit is all i carry. And the backpack of skeletons is to heavy to carry. I want to confess all my sins and dedicate my life to jesus love

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Its killing me. Gulit is all i carry. And the backpack of skeletons is to heavy to carry. I want to confess all my sins and dedicate my life to jesus love and spread love thru God but im stuck in drugs in a life and caracter i need to live up to, be someone im not. I think im going to die soon. Im to proud to say it but i will OD soon or get to harm. Im worried for a guy I was key witness for. He get out in 7 months so he will harm me anyhow. Amen herre vägled mig från frestelse. Förlåt mina synder.

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I regularly think about hurting myself. I used to sh years ago but I’m 2 years clean now. But when it gets late at night or when I’m alone, I think of bashing my head into the floor, or taking as many pills as I can. I might think of dying sometimes but most of the time I think of the pain that might come with these things. Like how I might internally bleed or choke on my own vomit. I don’t feel normal. Not when I have these thoughts almost nightly.

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