I'm a 16 year old Muslim girl. I love God. My parents and grandparents expect me to be the model for my sisters. But when I was 14, I was molested by my

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I’m a 16 year old Muslim girl. I love God. My parents and grandparents expect me to be the model for my sisters.

But when I was 14, I was molested by my mum’s best friend. We moved away after. I never told anyone except my brother. I know it wasn’t my fault, but there is something wrong with me. At night, I sometimes think about my mum’s friend. I think about her hurting me again, only it feels good. I want her to hold me, to touch me, and to kiss me. I know there is something wrong with me. I’m trying to fix it but I don’t know how.

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I lied for years about my skills and basically dumbed myself down so I could hide. I’d be haunted by the thought that the eyes of those I know would really see ME, and I’d be unable to express myself in a way that I can’t to people IRL.

While I feel horrible for lying, a world that only I know is a comfort that I cannot find this world.

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