Lets assume that many years ago, you drugged your sister’s best friend and when she went to sleep you a*** raped her. Prior to this, you would drug her and when she went to sleep, c** in her mouth, on her t***, or on her v*****. But on 2 occasions you penetrated her a** with your p****. Once just lightly, when you came just as the head of your p**** passed through her inner a*** sphincter. But, 2nd time you had more control and really enjoyed her b*** before c****** really deep in her bowels. On both occasions, she had no idea what happened when she woke the next morning – cause she was a virgin at the time and didn’t know what it felt like to have a c*** inside her. Now, years later, she’s happily married with kids and still thinks that her husband was the first guy to c** inside her.
You’re also happily married, to her best friend, but often feel really guilty and disgusted about what you did. Occasionally, though, the memory of what you did to her turns you on. Expecially when you think about how she squirmed in her sleep, as you thrust your c*** slightly too hard and deep when you came inside her. Would you confess and seek forgivness from her, knowing it would ruin her life as well as yours? Is that selfish? Is not confessing cowardice? What would you do?