I am doing a online finance and banking course and I am just so annoyed that all the questions on the mock test and final test were not even asked in the weekly tests to prepare us. I mean, the final test questions are the hardest in this one unit called retail banking then all the other units of the course I did. occasionally I have these thought brain blockages when it comes to exams. I get a fixation of what the answer should be when calculating how dumb all other answers are likely to be. and even at high school this would happen and I would do less well on units in hospitality or in writing fiction simply based on my logic, to the point I just gave up sitting the tests cuz no matter what I put I was wrong and you get a few attempts but still can’t pass when you are marked wrong for every possible answer. to the point in finance diploma I am in I am afraid to even sit the mortgage and leasing unit exam yet. like then I feel guilty because I read through my course notes and text quickly and my glasses are broken and have to get them fixed but I hate wearing them and feel dumb, its like the whole computer glowing is a blur when sometimes I want to go take a long long break and finish it at my own speed. I have dyslexia as well. only added to the guilt. please help me pass god. its just 1 dumb year and then next year I get to go on to further ed.
