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I’d like to believe in karma, that it’s a total b**** but when the person who fucked you over is living happily with the person they left you for after they made you feel so miserable I’m not so sure anymore. You made me feel unwanted, ugly, like I was the problem and I’m still dealing with that. You left for someone you thought could give you more, who had more money, I just wish you didn’t drag me along for as long as you did. Sometimes I feel guilty for wanting the worst for you every time I think of the emotional scars you left me with and sometimes I feel guilty for wishing you were dead. A part of me just wishes that you felt an ounce of pain I felt..but does that make me a bad person?

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