I’ve just recently moved to renting a house from an apartment with my girlfriend of 3 years and our daughter who is 2. I love her and my daughtwr very much but she will never actually marry me is what it seems. I’ve wanted nothing more even when I was a kid, than to be a good husband and father. My girlfriend cheated on me recently and I confronted her about it, she said she felt bad and asked if I wanted her to leave. To which I said no because she’s my longest relationship, strongest love, and mother of my child.
Well I found out that my neighbor across the street is extremely hot and s***. I believe she is a nurse because in the mornings when we are both off to work we wave to each other and shes in blue smocks etc. Etc. Something I’ve always found to be a major turn on is a woman in control of her life, showing she’s capable of living on her own.
So the problem is that she is I wanna say married with a younger daughter a little older than my daughter, but I desperately feel like I want to sleep with her. Among other things I’ve fantasized about intense i********** with this woman and its driving me crazy.
I’ve never once in my life cheated on anyone for any reason, because it goes against who I am and I’d feel like utter s***. Even more than I do now even thinking about relations with the woman across the way.
Im continuing to fight against my urges yo try and get with her but its tearing me to pieces.