Im about 15 and when i was younger i always had a checkered past with sexual content. When my mom died i got into video games and being young i stumbled

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Im about 15 and when i was younger i always had a checkered past with s***** content. When my mom died i got into video games and being young i stumbled into the bad side. I didnt know what was going on but i was pulled into roleplaying and eventually at a young age i was taken advantage of on skype by an older man. flash forward i still dont know about the fact that roleplay is wrong and gross. I found geeking and messed around in the public roleplays. I thought the furry characters were cool even though know i think theyre super stupid. then i got into dirty rp and i dirty rped with many girls (i’d say around a hundred maybe more. never did i include personal info. except for one person who i befriended and gave my number because she was nice but i never dirty rped with her.) i dirty role played with 10 guys (yes it was gay and I sooooooooo regret it. i even swapped nudes with one guy but im straight! i was youg and experimenting and i encouraged the guy to try it but he never shouldve and i just regret that part of my life so much!!!!! I feel so much guilt im considering counseling)

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