Last night I cheated on my girlfriend of almost 4 months with my ex of 4 years. I hadn’t seen this ex in almost 3 years and I didn’t want to split. She left me. My aunt recently passed and I was in town and my ex and I connected and met and I ended up cheating on my current girlfriend. I’ve had horrific guilt and even wanted to throw up often. It’s only been a day and I realize I made the biggest mistake of my life. I don’t want to lie to my girlfriend or keep it from her. But I don’t want to tell her and lose her and hurt her and my character. I’ve never ever had a slip up or accident or even looked at a girl the wrong way. This is my first mess up and idk what to do…
