For the past 11 years, i've always been the most innocent looking person inside the classroom and never ever would my classmates think of me as a person

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For the past 11 years, i’ve always been the most innocent looking person inside the classroom and never ever would my classmates think of me as a person who would do naughty things like m*********** at home. I can’t handle my guilt inside me anymore because I still do it until now, which makes me think that I might have lost my virginity already. Huhuhu I want to stop doing it but i don’t know why i always end up still doing it. 🙁

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Taking summer classes this year. After class a nice guy and I go around the building to a wooded area and screw. What will I do at the end of summer class?

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