I've fucked up Ive fucked up big time I left my ex fiance and during a period of manwhoring i slept with two of my gyms students. They are sisters. The

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I’ve fucked up
Ive fucked up big time
I left my ex fiance and during a period of manwhoring i slept with two of my gyms students. They are sisters. The younger seduced me again while with my new partner and like an idiot i went through with it. Now the sisters know. I dont feel like i can go to my gym because if the head coach finds out im gone. If my girlfriend finds out she will probably leave me. I’m now at the mercy of people Ive scorned. For what?
Because of my own stupid lust.
Ive fucked up. And ill probably just kill myself if she leaves me.

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