I have become slightly addicted to porn. I am 15 years old and it started about a year ago. I watch mostly gay porn but do not find myself to be gay, out

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I have become slightly addicted to p***. I am 15 years old and it started about a year ago. I watch mostly gay p*** but do not find myself to be gay, out even bisexual. I still like girls and recently, I have developed a crush on my best friend. She was really ever the first girl that I have had as a really good friend. This is just a confusing time in my life and I don’t know what to do it how to feel. I do know a few things though
1. I need to quit p*** and m***********
2. My other really close friend has had a crush on her for longer than I have known that I have (I don’t know how long I have had the crush)
3. I was trying to stay out of High School drama, but that hasn’t really worked to well. I hope to get out of HS drama

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Taking summer classes this year. After class a nice guy and I go around the building to a wooded area and screw. What will I do at the end of summer class?

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