I hate it i regret it i hate my own body i know it wont wash off after taking 100s of shower he still calls me and i let him do inside i feel numb no

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I hate it i regret it i hate my own body i know it wont wash off after taking 100s of shower he still calls me and i let him do inside i feel numb no feelings at all except guilt i dont know why i let him i hate it i dont know if its because of my past i hate it or have no feelings over its ugly its disgusting its weird when everyone say it feels good and is an amazing feeling i hate that feeling what so amazing about it ?? i hate me and my body for doing it i stayed numb i could hav avoided but later all i feel is guilt more than guilt i regret it so bad whats the point of living not happy at all i feel horrible about me i thought writing it down in a lublic space with my own privacy helps i cant tell this to anyone people say we are there for you speak up to us but everyone judges way to quickly u wont understand how it feels until u r in my shoes iam sorry i didnt mean to my body and my soul it just happened i wont repeat it !!

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I applaud Kendra Scott for k*lling Rodderius Morton. Yes he was willing to leave and had no weapon on him BUT….He entered a home without Kendras permission. He also was plenty old enough to be messing around with an underage girl. That’s r*pe! So Therefore Kendra should be released. No charge. She had every right to protect her home and her daughter. Rodderius was someone that entered private space and a r*pist. Makes me sick they charged her for first degree m*rder when she had the right to do what she did.

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