i masturbated with a bunch of pedos and shared nudes wth them because i felt so lonley but that is a bs excuse i used on myself and i even thought of an

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i masturbated with a bunch of pedos and shared nudes wth them because i felt so lonley but that is a bs excuse i used on myself and i even thought of an old neighbor i have and i watched a bunch of videos of guys jerking off and at one point gay p*** and jerked off to d*** pics and now i regret everything i did and im ashame of it alot at a point that sucide crossed my mind once and jeez was that stupid hopefully i dont have this still on my mind anymore but if i have the balls to do this i have the balls to confess to a person but the reason im confessing is so my future girl doesnt have to know this super fucked up side of me and im quiting jerking off im done feeling disgusted and guilty about myself i even lied to my bff about this im just done with it.

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