This dream I had, woke me up literally and figuratively. It made me realize that I should start to change and all that. I’ve been in a relationship for almost 3 years now, and I was having s** with my boyfriend for almost a year now. At first, I was disgusted with myself and my boyfriend and I fought a lot regarding this matter. We even tried to break up, however, even though we broke up, we still see each other some times, and do it. As time passed by, I now think of it as a normal thing. As if it is part of our culture. I still love him, with or without it. It’s just that it’s better when there is one.

And now, literally as in just now, I had this dream. It’s as if a wake up call for all the mistakes I’ve done, most especially for this sin. To have s** before marriage. It really scared me and made me thought that it is really time for us to change. We are both Christians and we used to go to Church. Now we seldom do, because of being guilty. I really am afraid now for what could happen to my soul in the afterlife.

Before I slept, I saw something saying something about change that triggered me. That it is definitely time to stop what I am doing because it is becoming toxic to my life