I’m in love with my teacher. It began as a silly crush, but then my classmates started teasing me about it and I became more and more conscious. Suddenly, somehow, I realised I couldn’t get him out of my mind. This crush is a really innocent thing, since it’s basically admiration. Nevertheless, the guilt is killing me. He’s married and has kids. Obviously, I haven’t done anything about my crush and I’m sure I won’t. I’m just another student to him and I’m pretty cool with it. I don’t really even talk that much with him. But just the thought of me liking him makes me feel terrible with myself. I don’t even know why do I feel so guilty, if nothing has ever happened between us or will ever do. I don’t even allow myself to think about it very much. I feel disgusted with myself, as if I had done something terrible. I know I haven’t, but I just can’t stop feeling that way.
