I think i have a mental illness...i value sex in my relationship maybe too much...me and my partner were having daily sex before we hit our 5 year

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I think i have a mental illness…i value s** in my relationship maybe too much…me and my partner were having daily s** before we hit our 5 year together mark and now i cant remember the last time she wanted to…i feel like im not physically attractive and when i play it cool and back off it makes me panic she doesnt hug me very often first or really smile much and i keep having these episodes where i just want to try to understand why…she says sorry she changed and i dont want her to be sorry but at this rate im more than afraid that she will just find someone else and then they will be happy and he will have the prefect relationship probably my manipulating her. I dont know what to do…i dont know what to say i just keep having nightmares…she should probably leave me she doesnt deserve this i know at some point i affected her body image and i have to be responsible for her not taking her clothes off or being confident…she used to be so carefree and when i lay there with her our hearts beating and body sweating i feel like im useful to her…

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