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I just turned 16 and do know that I am pretty, have a nice shape and notice how the boys started looking at me for more than a year now. My mom works at night and is gone by the time I get home from school. There are two younger boys who live next door who I babysat for during the summer when their mom works and now after school each day until about 7pm. One is 9 almost 10 and the other is 12 and I started just by wearing revealing clothes or a bikini around them and their friends. As the sumer went on I began showering at their house sometimes and leaving the door open just enough for them to watch me. I do the same if some of their friends are there and I’m sure maybe 5 or 6 of them have also seen me naked many times. I feel guilty about it and am ashamed for doing it sometimes but it arouses me so much I have started m*********** almost everyday. I pretent I don’t know they are watching me sometimes when I m********* in their mom’s room on the bed and 2 of their friends have also watched a few times. I only leave the door open a few inches and each time just tell the boys I’m going to lay down for awhile. By now they know I am going to be be naked and m*********** when I tell them I’m going in their mom’s room. Most of the time now they are looking in before I even undress. Just disrobing ,knowing they are watching, is enough to arouse me. When I do lay on the bed naked I always expose myself as much as possible and have recently began shaving my pubic hair. Neither the boys or any of their friends ever tell me they saw me naked and I try my best to make it seem as though they are the ones who are peeking in on me. I’m sure they never tell thier mother about it and know she would be furious if she found out. I don’t know what made me start doing this but it just excites me so much I can’t stop. I have had a few boyfriends but I never had s** yet. I did let two of them touch me but that is all so far. When the boys or their friends see me naked I never feel guilty at the time. After I finish m*********** I feel ashamed of what I have done. I keep telling myself I will stop doing it but after a few days begin all over again.

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I was in a Target store and stole some bra and p****** to wear at home while having me time. I got caught by security and taken to the security office. I am 15 year old teenage boy. I was told to strip in front of the security guy and he found the items I was stealing from the store.

He asked me why I took those items and did not pay, he said he would need to document the case and took pics of me with no clothes on and holding the items. He told me to put the items on in front of him. I cried and begged him to let me go. He yelled at me to shut up and do as I was told or he would call the police.

I got dressed in the bra and p****** and he took more pics of me wearing them. I still begged and cried and said I was sorry, please let me go as I stood there in the lingerie. He said maybe we can work it out this time and locked the office door. He said if I would take care of him, he would consider to let me go. I said yes please, and asked him what I needed to do.

He got undressed and told me I needed to be a good girl and take care of THIS and pointed to his thing. It was big and hard. He yelled at me and said right now! Now get on your knees and start s#cking it. I cried again and told him I was not gay (as I stood there in ladies underwear) he said you are dressed like a girl, now do it, or I will call the Police and I can go to jail.

I got on my knees, and put it in my mouth. I did not want to get in trouble or arrested. So I did what he asked. He was big and forced it deep in my mouth I was gagging on it. That’s a good girl he said, keep doing that until I tell you you can stop. After a few minutes he told me to get up and bend over the desk. He put his thing inside of me and forced it inside. It hurt so bad and he was grunting and thrusting in and out. I felt like I was being torn open.

He did this for a few minutes and then pulled out and forced me back on my knees and put it back in my mouth. I was c#mming in my mouth, and he told me I better swallow all of it. It tasted bad and I swallowed it. When he was done he got dressed and told me to get dressed as well. You passed the test, now you are free to go he said. I have pics of you, and if you tell anyone, I will post the pics online for everyone to see. Never come back to this store again… and he let me go.

Now I am gay, because I let another Man use me for S#X and do those things to me.