I am a young girl who stares at men's crotches,on the bus,at school. My father's, it's all I think about,how big is his, I'm obsessed with the head

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I am a young girl who stares at men’s crotches,on the bus,at school. My father’s, it’s all I think about,how big is his, I’m obsessed with the head especially, and the first p*** video I watched showed huge penises with huge balls being stroked by girls who really wanted to make him shoot lots of c**, and when it happened I nearly fainted ! So much creamy white c** flew through the air it was the horniest I have ever felt, I know why they call it ropes of c**, cuz it was. Well I watched about four adult men do this and it became burned into my newly formed s***** brain, its my major turn on, so I started spying on my older brother, he’s 15, and he leaves his door open a Crack when he showers so one day I snuck in and could see his naked body through the glass he was soaping his junk! Then he turned towards the glass and I got a clear view of the most gorgeous p**** I have ever seen and his head was extra long with the most amazing super flared rim around his head, his shaft was scary thick with deep wrinkles like a sweater sleeve pushed up on an arm with his flared head holding it back! I realized he wasn’t even hard yet! Then he started slowly stroking it and moaning, mumbling all kinds of naughty stuff, I crept in closer, it was like a dream come true, I gazed in awe as he slowly got erect, the deep heavy skin on his shaft started smoothing out as he grew! I was trembling all over, my knees were shaking me p**** was quivering so much I felt my c******* grow erect like I had a p****, I knelt down and pulled my p****** off and checked to be sure and my c*** was sticking out from my lips! I never saw it like that before I think I was pre orgasmic cause my mind and body was floating! I really didn’t care if he saw me I just couldn’t look away his c*** was finally straight up and down when he let go it slapped his tummy above his navel, almost to his n******! I wondered how I would ever be able to take his c*** inside me, but I knew somehow I just had to! I peed on his bathroom floor trying not to o***** and it was so yummy of a feeling as I stared at my brothers c*** I was filled with pride that he was so well endowed, he pressed ut against the glass and slid it up and down I almost cried out loud when he exploded a stream of fresh white c** that shot up to the top of the glass and stuck ,then it slowly slid down then another and another, I swear it was like 8 bursts of heavy thick c** blasting out of his huge slit! I was losing control hearing him grunting and yelling dirty things as his ropes of c** sailing all over the glass! I lost control and an o***** so powerful smashed into my body and mind I nearly passed out one hand in my mouth to keep from screaming and the other smashing my c******* between my fingers and pulling on it! I shook and bucked my hips until I heard a car horn beeping outside, his ride to football practice was here it shocked me like a hot bolt of lightning through my body and my climax surged he opened his eyes but didn’t see me crawling to the door I was still orgasming really hard and I stumbled into the door with a loud thump, I surged again and just crawled out and tried to get upstairs to my room while my head was spinning I stumbled into my bedroom and locked the door I stripped off my T shirt and stood totally naked in front of the window still orgasming j opened my eyes and saw his buddies looking up into my window I froze as I rubbed my c*** franticly my swollen n****** jutting out from my chest obscenely my still hairless mound was in full view and I loved it I wanted to be seen naked the rush caused me to spasm and another full o***** started assaulting my body I fell backwards onto my bed and pulled my lips wide apart and stuck my 2 fingers into me as deep as I could and ride out a violently powerful 2nd o***** my p**** squirted and I started crying from pure lust still picturing my brothers p**** shooting c** all over me and inside me! Am I a perverted sicko ? Do any other girls feel this h**** towards a family member? I came to and instantly remembered what I had to collect from his shower glass I did and I can’t say what I did next. There it’s off my shoulders I feel a bit better now thnx, Jerika.

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I consider myself probably the happiest and luckiest cuckold in the world. At the same time i both dislike and embrace the title. It is driven by one clear issue…a micropenis. She loves me and makes me feel adored, cherished, and respected. And s** is frequent and amazing and attentive. She commonly and randonly tells me to give her her little c*** and it can be hand oral or penetrative s**. But her need for penetration pleasure is what it is just as my sub 3 inch erect p**** is. I joyfully wear a s******* for her whenever she wants. We had a talk very early on about the realities and needs, and any woman deserves the real thing as well. Once ir twice a month, the “other man”…who we found jointly just like we did the ones before him (only one at a time ever, but sometimes they move or find a relationship)….he comes over when she has need and we are both home. I am only ever in the room the first time to make sure she feels safe and comfortable and that the rules….some mine but mostly hers and they are as much about me as her….are respected. Even then i am clothed. She and i jointly meet and talk and i guess “interview” him several times. After a new man’s first time with her i am no longer in the room. It happens very specifically…when he is to come over then she and i will begin for her arousal only. A guest bedroom in our home is used because both of us refuse to make her feel dirty by using a hotel and home is more comfortable for us both. He texts from the driveway. At that point i stop giving her oral and touch and leave her pre positiined head down on a pillow with her bottom up and available. She never wants any more face to face contact with him nor does she want him even kneelin behind her in our bed The room also has just the right chair for her to kneel on for when she wants that. So she is positioned to be taken from behind with her bottom at edge of bed. The man never speaks and neither does she. This is about giving her a real c*** for penetration only. The part most would think makes this disrespect me is that not only does she want to be ready but she also wants the man ready. No foreplay. When he enters he sees her from behind for rear entry. When he texts he is in the driveway and i leave her positioned and ready i go downstairs to meet him. He is required to strip and hand me his phone to make sure no pics or vid can be taken. He has to be ready so if he is not then i provide my hand and mouth to make sure he is. I do it for her because she does not want to be involved in any foreplay and she made a great effort to try to explain to me that that is a form of approval and consent to her and i want all her limits respected. And it is functional i have ready donned a tank and shorts even though i am aroused from having given her foreplay When he is erect and ready i send him to her. I remain downstairs and honestly enjoy how naturally vocal she is. She used to try to restrain herself but i assured her that hearing her from downstairs assures me that i know she is getting what she needs and loves even though i canmot. She is om birth control and it boosts her enjoyment to have him finish naturally and bare inside her. When he has finished he comes back downstairs and i consider it a gift and honor to clean him of her with my mouth. To taste her pleasure on him and know she got what she needs. At that point he will dress and leave unless my cleaning him restores his erection. If that happens i send him right back up to her for more. But she will be waiting in the same position for me whether once or more (in a couple of instances with the current man actually a third time and she gets louder every time). She knows if it will be him coming back or me because i knock before returning to her. If i send him back to her he simply opens and recloses the door and resumes.. The knock gives her the moment to choose the manner of us reuniting. It also gives her a moment to mentally come back to me. When i enter i always find her still positioned or slowly gently moving to lay on her back open her legs and smile up at me so beautifully exhausted and a look of sheer love. Fucked up as it may sound she is so beautiful in her post s** bliss and opening to me seeing his s**** inside her. Most of the time she wants me to bury my face in her and devour her to clean her which gives her powerful shaking climaxes. Then she will reach for me and pull me to her to lay atop and enter her to the degree i can and we hold tightly and sob into each other’s ears our love for each other. When i consider how so many cuckolds have to deal with the humilation i count myself the luckiest man alive. We will bask bare and sensually for hours after with more of our own l********* in our ways at our pace now that her natural needs are fulfilled.

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Brains gets in the way of passion. The man who did me in wasn’t known for brains. A man who made his living with his hands, who couldn’t hold a conversation. I learned the hard way, a man wants to f***, and if you’re his target, you’re in trouble. I didn’t shift right when I had the chance and he caught me. By the time it was over he had left his ‘seed’ in me.

My mother doesn’t understand, why a man like him owns me and does with me whatever he wants. Brains are one thing, but raw passion is another thing all together. And right now I want a man who does what he wants, when he wants, and leaves his ‘seed’ in me.