I’ve never considered myself gay or bi but I knew I had an attraction to women at an early age. I came close to acting on it in college but I was saved by the bell. My friend and I were drinking and she came onto me, she tongue kissed me and I got so aroused, I was ready to let her do anything she wanted but we got interrupted.
Years passed I got married had a kid, was the suburban housewife. I never lost my attraction to women though from time to time I will see women I am attracted to and maybe look at them a little longer than I should. One day I was by myself in a grocery store and made eye contact with a woman that I found absolutely gorgeous, she smiled at me and I felt it inside. I don’t know why but I blew her a kiss and she blew it back.
Fast forward to us in a hotel, it was the first time for both of us. We both felt this was something we needed and didn’t want to go our entire lives without experiencing it. It was nice, I’m glad I did it. We continue to be good friends even started a business together that is doing well. It gives us a lot of opportunities if you know what I mean. I have never told my husband but he wouldn’t stop me even if he knew and I think he suspects something because one day he looked at us and said, “you guys look good together”. I thought it was an odd thing for him to say and wondered if he was trying to let me know that he knew and was okay with it. He said a lesbian told him that most straight women are bi, they only think they are straight. She said if you get enough drink or drugs in them to lower their inhibition they’ll go there. At very least let you do them.
To all my sisters out there that have found yourself attracted to a woman in your life, experience it, I am telling you there is nothing else like it but be careful in your choice because women can sometime be more jealous than men.