I was with my first blk guy last nite. I went to a party with my bff Zoey who is dating a blk guy. His friends were there who r all hot. Devin tho was funny and had a way of looking in my eyes that like melted me. One thing led to another and I’m outside on my knees. He wasn’t the longest but like the thickest and heaviest I’ve ever seen. It was hurting my jaw and I said I didn’t think I cld finish and he just stood me up, turned me around, bent me over without saying a word. He was just so confident I let him. When he moved my thong I started getting scared. I heard him spit then his wet d rub on me. I was abt to say I don’t think we shld when he grabbed my hair and yanked my head back. At the same time he pushed in. My brain like shut off. I’ve never felt like that. He just kept working in more and more until I felt him in my stomach. He was saying stuff but I cldnt hear him. Then he’d stop and say isn’t that rite and I’d just say yes but like no idea what. He held me by my waist my legs weren’t even hardly working. When he finally c… in me I was exhausted. He let go of my waist and I slid off him and fell on the ground. I srsly laid there for like 5 minutes until I cld like think and walk. I’m getting rdy for church rn and all I can think abt is what I did last nite and how sore I am.