My first sex was with my 4yr older sister. I can't say she groomed me, one night when I was about 8 she started being sexual with me, I suppose she was

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My first s** was with my 4yr older sister. I can’t say she groomed me, one night when I was about 8 she started being s***** with me, I suppose she was going through puberty and I was the only one available.
She would s*** me some but would only let me penetrate her b***. I got it in the front door occasionally for a stroke or 2 but that was off limits. She freely let me in her b***. It was her preferred bc method.
I remember once when our parents were in the room, she whispered to me that “your nutt is coming out my b***”, and me chuckling and her saying it isn’t funny. Mom heard us and asked what we were talking about and of course we said nothing lol. I don’t know why that moment stands out in my mind.
I suppose because I was small when we started, she never once acted like I was hurting her, when I got older she would say I needed lube but still she didn’t act like I was hurting her, I would gradually work it in and we would do it, I thought pain free a*** s** was normal, boy was I wrong.
Officially my sister “molested” me but, she was 12 a kid herself I don’t hold anything against her. I know my sister loved my I have never doubted it, if she thought for one second that what she was doing could harm me I have no doubt that she wouldn’t have done it but by the time she was old enough to process that it was done.
There was one point where she hinted around but never came out and asked me if I held it against her. I told her I blame her for my a*** addiction and we both laughed with her saying her husband didn’t seem interested at least not with her, none of it was ever brought up again.

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We do silly things when we are teenagers. I was engaged to get married right after high school. My husband had already graduated and had joined the service. He left thinking I was pregnant as I had missed my period.
Fact is shortly after he left, with all the stress I must have either delayed it or miscarried as I had a terrible bloody flow for a couple of days.
Well of course I couldn’t tell anyone, but this cute guy I went to school with noticed I was myself and he was so nice and understanding and in the process of cheering me up we flirted and I confided in him and we became close and next thing we were making love after school almost every day. Knew it was wrong, but it felt right and then I got pregnant by him. I was ready to break off my engagement because he wanted me but shortly before we told anyone he died in a motorcycle accident. So I just ended up marrying my BF.
The guy that died was an only child and his parents were grieving; it was so sad. It took me about two years to get up the nerve and because I was home on vacation I went to see his parents. I think that they were a bit confused by the visit, even though they knew that their son and I were close friends I don’t think that they suspected that we had slept together.
Though I think that the mother did once she looked my son who I named after him. I was really doubting if this was the right thing to do until she took my hands in hers and asked me what I wanted to say and then I just blurted it all out and we hugged and cried. Then they showed me pictures of “M” when he was that age, and my “M” was the spitting image of him.
His new grandpa couldn’t stop holding, it was very emotional scene.
for years they would send me money so I could come home and visit my family, and so “M” could see his other grandparents. I kept them updated and sent a lot of pictures.

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I am a young girl who stares at men’s crotches,on the bus,at school. My father’s, it’s all I think about,how big is his, I’m obsessed with the head especially, and the first p*** video I watched showed huge penises with huge balls being stroked by girls who really wanted to make him shoot lots of c**, and when it happened I nearly fainted ! So much creamy white c** flew through the air it was the horniest I have ever felt, I know why they call it ropes of c**, cuz it was. Well I watched about four adult men do this and it became burned into my newly formed s***** brain, its my major turn on, so I started spying on my older brother, he’s 15, and he leaves his door open a Crack when he showers so one day I snuck in and could see his naked body through the glass he was soaping his junk! Then he turned towards the glass and I got a clear view of the most gorgeous p**** I have ever seen and his head was extra long with the most amazing super flared rim around his head, his shaft was scary thick with deep wrinkles like a sweater sleeve pushed up on an arm with his flared head holding it back! I realized he wasn’t even hard yet! Then he started slowly stroking it and moaning, mumbling all kinds of naughty stuff, I crept in closer, it was like a dream come true, I gazed in awe as he slowly got erect, the deep heavy skin on his shaft started smoothing out as he grew! I was trembling all over, my knees were shaking me p**** was quivering so much I felt my c******* grow erect like I had a p****, I knelt down and pulled my p****** off and checked to be sure and my c*** was sticking out from my lips! I never saw it like that before I think I was pre orgasmic cause my mind and body was floating! I really didn’t care if he saw me I just couldn’t look away his c*** was finally straight up and down when he let go it slapped his tummy above his navel, almost to his n******! I wondered how I would ever be able to take his c*** inside me, but I knew somehow I just had to! I peed on his bathroom floor trying not to o***** and it was so yummy of a feeling as I stared at my brothers c*** I was filled with pride that he was so well endowed, he pressed ut against the glass and slid it up and down I almost cried out loud when he exploded a stream of fresh white c** that shot up to the top of the glass and stuck ,then it slowly slid down then another and another, I swear it was like 8 bursts of heavy thick c** blasting out of his huge slit! I was losing control hearing him grunting and yelling dirty things as his ropes of c** sailing all over the glass! I lost control and an o***** so powerful smashed into my body and mind I nearly passed out one hand in my mouth to keep from screaming and the other smashing my c******* between my fingers and pulling on it! I shook and bucked my hips until I heard a car horn beeping outside, his ride to football practice was here it shocked me like a hot bolt of lightning through my body and my climax surged he opened his eyes but didn’t see me crawling to the door I was still orgasming really hard and I stumbled into the door with a loud thump, I surged again and just crawled out and tried to get upstairs to my room while my head was spinning I stumbled into my bedroom and locked the door I stripped off my T shirt and stood totally naked in front of the window still orgasming j opened my eyes and saw his buddies looking up into my window I froze as I rubbed my c*** franticly my swollen n****** jutting out from my chest obscenely my still hairless mound was in full view and I loved it I wanted to be seen naked the rush caused me to spasm and another full o***** started assaulting my body I fell backwards onto my bed and pulled my lips wide apart and stuck my 2 fingers into me as deep as I could and ride out a violently powerful 2nd o***** my p**** squirted and I started crying from pure lust still picturing my brothers p**** shooting c** all over me and inside me! Am I a perverted sicko ? Do any other girls feel this h**** towards a family member? I came to and instantly remembered what I had to collect from his shower glass I did and I can’t say what I did next. There it’s off my shoulders I feel a bit better now thnx, Jerika.