My sister is over 5 years older than me, and we visited our grandparents every summer and slept in the same bed. One night when I was 8, she pulled me on top of her, put her hand on my b*** and ground me against her until she tensed up, then moved me back beside her. That was the start of our intimate relationship.
Another night we did full penetration, which at 8 wasn’t much. I wasn’t producing sperm, but I could and did o*****. This went on for years, until she went off to college, by that time we had did everything, all 3 holes 69 etc. Mostly we took turns doing each other, in fact that was the last thing we did.
She is over 5 years older than me but I don’t feel like I was used, and I learned a lot about girls during those years, so I guess it’s a matter of perspective if I was abused. I say no I wasn’t and no I wasn’t groomed. My sister was a h**** girl and the only johnson she had access to was her little brother which became even more tempting with him lying next to her in the middle of the night with a hard on.
I think at one point she started to feel guilty, but I would hug her every time I saw her, I didn’t want her feeling like that. As I got older, I realized how much she did for me when I started trying to get it from other girls, namely swallowing and backdoor, things she did for me regularly and I took for granted.
She and I are close to this day, I don’t have that attraction to her anymore it’s even hard to believe that we use to do it. Although she and I have never sat down and had a conversation about it I’m sure she sees it like I do, we were just h**** kids growing up, she just has the burden of being the big sister.
I used to smile to myself when around other kids talking about girls and getting some knowing I had access to that. I never really worried about girls liking me or being popular and I believe a better student for it, I went to college on an academic scholarship.
I will always be against an adult and a child, but my sister was 13 hardly an adult. I can see how this might harm some boys but I do believe that it helped me certainly didn’t hurt me. Having access to it when you are going through puberty is huge and I’m glad I had it, thank you sis, I love you.
