i am a virgin who did spiritual mediations and entered in to the spiritual world soon after i started being attacked by unseen spirits there, so i asked the spirits that were attacking me s******* to introduce themselves to me and tell me their names and these are the names ive heard them say

angel michael
angel gabriel
angel uriel
angel raphael

so i did a google search of the names they told me telepathically and i was shocked to find out that these are gods good angels s******* attacking me 

i am a christian but have only heard Christians mentions angel michael 

i am still in shock

i looked up every name and all their names mean something about god 

raphael means God heals 
michael means Who Is Like God
uriel means Light of God

i have been to physics about my spiritual problems 

but they all want money and i don’t have any

i have been to christian chats and talked with the christians about this problem but they always ban me from their sites,and  say that god’s good angels are not attacking me and call me

evil or confused about god

i know how these spirits have been introducing themselves and they told me they are all angels

and they have been telling me that doing this to me is a good thing because angels making love to me makes me spiritually clean

i do not know much about spiritual stuff only a little bit and i want to believe that they are telling the truth and cant lie  

so as a christian i am very confused not only am i being attacked by bad spirits in the spiritual world the good ones are joining them