Patti is wonderful, gorgeous, smart and we are engaged to marry soon. Her sister is very domineering but Patti loves her. Patti is close to her family and

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Patti is wonderful, gorgeous, smart and we are engaged to marry soon. Her sister is very domineering but Patti loves her. Patti is close to her family and her sister so I could never say a word of criticism.

Patti told everyone in her family that I’m not cut. It’s so humiliating. Her mother said, “So I understand Patti is having you circumcised before the wedding”. I was so embarrassed. I had to ‘Yes that’s right’. I tried to quickly leave the room.

Then her sister brought it up the next day by asking, “How close to the wedding day will you be getting it cut and trimmed? How much is going to be taken off?” I told her to discuss that with Patti. Her sister added in that if I was too sore to perform on the honeymoon it would be OK since Patti could just bring along one of her boyfriends to do the job. She then smirked. Patti smiled but didn’t say anything.

Then Patti told me at the diner table in front of everyone that, “It’s OK to discuss your circumcision. Everyone knows you are getting cut for our wedding. It will look so nice after all that extra skin is trimmed.” Patti said she was going to do a radical circumcision and get rid of ALL that nasty extra skin.

Her sister said, “That’s the best way. The only way.”
She asked Patti, “You are removing his frenum too right?”

Patti said, “Oh definitely, that has to go. I want it thoroughly done and completely cut.”
I guess I gasp a little and blushed because her sister said to me that I didn’t need to be embarrassed. She said they are a close family and she wants to see the before and after and she doesn’t mean in pictures. She added she means the real thing. Then she told me to tell Patti that I love her and appreciate her circumcising me and that she should take off as much as she wants.

I hesitated and her sister looked sternly at me and said, “I mean Now,” as she pointed her butter knife toward Patti indicating I should say it to Patti now. Her mother was looking at me too. I was humiliated. I told Patti, ” I love you Patti. Thank you for circumcising me. Please take off as much as you want so it’s the way you want it.”

Her sister said I didn’t sound very enthusiastic. She lectured me saying I am fortunate that Patti is a nurse practitioner so she will cut it herself instead of sending me to someone else who would not be as meticulous as Patti. She told me to try it again with sincerity and enthusiasm and ask Patti to take off a lot and ask her to be sure to cut out the frenum too so it thoroughly circumcised. “Tell her to make it hers,” she added.

I looked over toward Patti but I couldn’t look her in the eye and I tried to be sincere and enthusiastic as I said, “I’m lucky that you will be circumcising me so it is done thoroughly and competently. Please take it all off. Please remove the frenum too so it’s done the way you want. Make it yours Patti.”

Her sister said, “That’s not very good. You can try again later. After dinner I’ll have a look at it and see how much needs to be cut and trimmed. To that you can say Yes Ma’am.” Then she said, “Is that fine with you Patti?”
Patti said, “Yep, that’s fine. Your input is good to have. I welcome your decision.”
Then her sister said “Good I’ll examine it after dinner.” She looked at me and raised her eyebrows. I didn’t want any problems so I said, “Yes ma’am.

I couldn’t eat much of anything at dinner. I looked at Patti several times and she smiled happily at me. Her sister looked at me very sternly.

I was nervous thinking about having to take my pants down and about her sister examining me, making remarks that would no doubt be disapproving and telling Patti how to cut and trim my shaft. I remembered that Patti said she welcomed her sister’s ‘decision’, so I wondered if I was to be circumcised according to her sister’s whims rather than according to Patti’s desires. I worried about getting an erection and what her sister would say or do if that happened. I wondered if her mother was also going to be there to see everything.

Down deep I already knew the answers. I also knew I needed to please her sister to be acceptable to Patti. I needed her sister’s approval, blessing and permission. I wondered if I was going to need her permission for everything.

New Confession

Mother decided I wasn’t keeping my birdie clean. She had a talk with me, a lecture. She made me take my pants down and she examined my birdie. Then she sent my little sisters to get supplies. My younger sisters came back with a bar of soap, a bucket of water, the wash basin which is like a pan, a wash cloth, a towel, nail brush, cup, paper towels and Ivory liquid dish detergent.

Mother made me take off all my clothes and lather up my birdie and balls with the bar soap while the family all watched. She made me rub it good and it stood up erect and hard. Then she grabbed a hold of my birdie and lathered it up. She made me bend over and my little sisters rubbed the soap over my rec tal opening and soaped it up good. I was standing in the empty wash basin and she told my sisters to rinse off my opening. They dipped the cup in the bucket of water and drizzled the water over my hole to rinse off the soap. The water ran down over the backside of my balls and dripped into the basin I was standing in.

Then I was ordered to stand up and rinse off my birdie and the front of my balls. My sisters poured more water over my bird and balls until the soap was gone. My bird was throbbing hard. Mother stepped over to me and grabbed my erect bird and examined it and then she bent me over and ran a finger up and down in my rec tal opening. Then she had each of my little Sisters run a finger along my rec tal opening. Mother said that my foreskin should be washed with the liquid Ivory soap. She pulled my foreskin all the way back and squirted the liquid Ivory dish detergent on my erect shaft. She rubbed it all over my shaft and my balls and told me to bend over again.

My sisters squirted the Ivory soap on my rec tal opening and rubbed it in. Then I was rinsed again by my sisters. I stood up and they poured a cup of water over my wobbling bird and the water ran down over my balls. Mother handed the nail brush to my sisters. She told them to give my bird a good scrubbing. They scrubbed my shaft, balls and bent me over to scrub my opening. Then they rinsed everything again.

Mother told the girls to inspect it and see if it was clean. They examined my bird, balls and opening as they dried them. Then I was told to go stand in the center of the room until my bird went soft. Mother said I couldn’t be sent to bed with it that hard because I couldn’t be trusted. She said it should be put in a bird cage at night so I didn’t abuse it. Mother said I should be circumcised. She said all boys should be circumcised and she is going to go ahead and get it cut to her preference. He said it would be marked for life with her choice, and that’s as it should be.

I stood there as they all looked at me and my bird was dripping clear liquid and pulsing. Mother handed a paper towel to my sister and said, ‘Wipe that thing.” She wiped off the dripping from my birdie. Mother said I brought this on myself by not washing my bird when I was told to. She said she had enough of my disobedience and it was time for a change beginning with getting me circumcised. She said she was ordering a cane and she was going to start using it daily.

The next day I had to wash my bird again, the same way. Mother invited nurse Julie, a BSN and next door neighbor over to make recommendations on circumcision. Julie has a younger sister, Brenda who is 12 and my classmate, who wants to become a nurse like Julie. Julie brought her along. They watched as I washed my bird and then nurse Julie examined it and discussed circumcision with Mother. Brenda stood at her side absorbing the view of my stiff bird and the details of circumcision, a permanent mark of Mother’s authority.

Nurse Julie suggested a hot soapy enema is the logical extension of my cleaning and would provide a learning opportunity for Brenda and my little Sisters and increase my drive to satisfy Mother’s desires.

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