I’m in the process of rewiring my brain. No strong substance no blacking out. Witch means I am in control of myself now.
I miss you. I want you. I lost the spark in my life when you left. I miss feeling euphoric. our last time together was one of our best and now i havent seen you since February 2024. Its a gaping hole within me.
I was having s** with some girl for the first time. She knew it and told me to let her know when I was going to c** and to pull it out. It stayed in her deep for a long time and told her I was going to c** and she locked her legs around me preventing my pullout. I knew I filled her up and she just grinned at me. We never used a condom after that. Super s** and we were lucky. Her Mom noticed her stained p****** and just grinned.
