5. I’m proud of my progress so far.
I intentionally looked at images of women wearing s******* dildos and putting them in men’s buttholes and their mouths and I masturbated and I was selfish prideful lazy disrespectful feminine pathetic disgusting unloving unmerciful irresponsible manipulative divisive ungrateful immature irresponsible I became drunk I used profanity I lied and I had worldly sorrow resentment I gossiped and I was hypocritical
I was having s** with some girl for the first time. She knew it and told me to let her know when I was going to c** and to pull it out. It stayed in her deep for a long time and told her I was going to c** and she locked her legs around me preventing my pullout. I knew I filled her up and she just grinned at me. We never used a condom after that. Super s** and we were lucky. Her Mom noticed her stained p****** and just grinned.
