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I just had a wave of emotions crash over me.
I don’t really like cam.. like she is cool, like a little sister. I did that because I wanted to die at the time. I hit so low that even Satan was looking down at me.
For God sake, I took four hits of acid within one hour. The amount of alcohol I drank over the years… If you check the pistol the cops took it has dna from me jamming it down my throat while it was loaded and chambered.
The point I am making is I’m not the monster I could be. I am doing much better now. I can’t take the shunning anymore. I hope you will consider giving me another chance.. 🤝

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