I’ve just had my first smear test scheduled and I’ve been crying about it all day. I’m terrified. I’m not scared of the potential pain, and I know that it’s a normal procedure and that the nurse has probably seen thousands of vaginas, but the thought of me lying there completely exposed with them looking up into my v***** is horrifying to me. I’m still a virgin so no one has ever been down there, it seems so intimate and vulnerable and embarrassing. I’m so embarrassed of how scared I am, but I can’t stop crying.
