I have been friends with one guy for half a year right now. And recentely I realized that I’m in love with him. It’s my first time feeling something like that and I’m in so much pain, because I thought that he haven’t had feelings for me at all. What’s more, he was hitting on other girl in the same time and was telling me on every progress he’d make. And today he suggested that we could become friends with benefits. I don’t even know what I should think of it. I haven’t had s** yet and I’m not even that much interested in it. I would only want him and me to at least try being in a relationship. I really don’t know what to do. I feel so bad for myself that I let myself love him. It’s been weird beetween us for some time now and I’m so afraid that I might destroy our friendship. Now I don’t know if he’s interested in me or just in the s** and that second thought is breaking me.