I got drunk at a party and got handsy with a guy I sort of like, but it was mostly just me trying not to fall asleep/pass out on his shoulder while he tried to feel me up. Now i feel weirdly guilty and like i made a mistake by getting so drunk and letting that happen where other people could see, and worst part is i don’t even know if he likes me or just saw me as an easy oppurtunity or just so he could say he got with a bigger girl. I feel really s***** and i have to see him every day since its the same college course. I have always been very conservative when it comes to boys and relationships so for this to be my first experience is f****** with my emotions.