i think this is the first time i am pursuing something that is immensely fatal.
i have a twisted infatuation for my fourth period teacher and i feel (unfortunately with both excitement and fear) that he reciprocates this as well.
it isn’t complete delusion though as the mannerisms, emails, and interactions with him further prove this sick existence.
the feelings are confusing and i am aware that this is all petrifying, yet my mind is so amused and excited whenever it lingers about him.
lines have been crossed.
