During the Holidays last year my older cousin Mara stayed with us at my house. She was given the couch on the den to sleep in, but she came into my room later with her pillow and asked if she could sleep with me. My bed is a regular double, not much room for two people. She put her arm around me and asked me if that bothered me. Then, she just took my b*** in her hand and asked me if I liked that. That’s when she told me she was gay, a lesbian and she wanted to make out with me.

I admit that I should of, could of, but didn’t stop her. I let her kiss me and feel me up and go down on me. She put my face between her legs but I didn’t ‘eat’ her.

Now she is coming back at Thanksgiving. She texted and told me that she was coming to finish what we had started and for me to be ready for her because she was in love and she wasn’t going home like I had left her last year. I admit that I have not stopped thinking of her since last year, I haven’t dated or gone out with anyone. And I have unfinished business, I should have opened my mouth but I didn’t.

I don’t think I’m gay or a lesbian. She is the only person I have ever been naked with in bed and touching and feeling everything, let’s not talk about kissing everything. Now the test to see if I pass the exam. Will I be able to eat her? It’s not the easiest thing to imagine, and it’s not at all like it is in p***. She told me that the only way it to just close your eyes and enjoy. Will she leave disappointed or will I completely fail the test?