I like Landon
I like him like since I was in 6th grade, it all started when he would just team up with me at school because nobody wanted me in their team, but the pandemic started and I could only see a little image of him in my computer. I think I didn’t knew it at that time but I used to think he looked kind of cute, then he left my school. Some months ago he returned and then I thought I had to talk to him, so I asked for his contact and we started to talk. Still, we didn’t have a lot of trust but I really liked him for four months, he didn’t talk to me much but I had convinced myself that I liked him (even though I never admitted it).
Then the new school year started and he started to talk more to me (probably since my girl left this school, I’m free now) and being touchy (but I think he is like that to everyone) and everytime I sit near him he tries to bother me by repeatedly making d*** jokes but I think he knows I like it. I don’t really like the jokes but I like to be with him. Ever since we became closer I started to like him less and less. But I really enjoy his company, he is really cool and entertaining.
So two days ago my girl told me I like him, but I think I don’t bbut I don’t really know and I just want to not like him because he is actually a trash guy and would ofc reject me and I don’t even want a relationship because I sincerely think that’s a little cringe and I’m not really good at expressing what I feel so right now I may look like a fkin anime tsundere to him.
and he may like me that’s one thing that really worries me.